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This morning I’ve an interview at 11.00am, so I wake up and get ready by that time I finishing dress up and it’s about 10.30am so I run down to grab a bread and by that time my head seem so heavy I feel dizziness. So I’m leaving the house at 10.40am because the office I need to go to, is just somewhere nearby my house. So I reach there at 10.50am, start fill up the form, and waited there for more than 15-20 minute. By that time the lady’s call me in to meet with the director at that moment…guess what? I fell (pokai) I so shy….. how can I fell? When I get up from sitting down I feel dizzy and then my leg tangle on the chair leg, so I fell. I’m so shy and I try to have a good manner, I push back the chair to the original position and I can’t seem to hold the chair for 3 second my eyes seem blur..n cant really see correctly. What happen to me? I manage to meet up with the director and when I start talking, I can feel my word is quite hard to come out from my mouth and I’m just like erm….erm… I think….. I think…. Oh gosh what the heck just happen? I’m start cursing away inside my heart. For crying out loud, never have this kind of thing happen to me before. Well, thank GOD for put me through the interview, at the end I’ve a good talk with them, they seem like very nice bosses and I like it when he said “Our company is only work 5 days a week from 9am to 6pm, and I don’t encourage my staff to stay back late, I believe my staffs have their life, and they need to rest.’ Oh dear, you’re so kind, can those idiot china man company learn from this kind of people? We are human, we have a life and we need rest. What past is past I shouldn’t have brought it up, I’m trying so hard to learn Forget and Forgive.

I really like the company, and I pray hard that they can actually hire me. I asked ‘hun’ to pray for me to, ‘hun’ suggest me to fast. I’ve been thinking for the whole afternoon what should I fast?

1)      No Lunch for 20 days? – I guess I can do it and help me to lose weight too (but then I’m not really sacrifice anything)

2)      No shopping for clothing for a month (I think I should be able to handle)

3)      No buying romance novel for a month (erm.. a bit hard, but for this job I think I can do it)

4)      No reading romance novel for a month (Don’t be so cruel pls ..sob..sob)

5)      No msn chatting for a month ( is like living inside the cave)

6)      No buying any mills and boon romance novel for April issue (Sob..Sob..)

Conclusion : -

I choose no shopping for clothing for a month and no buying any novel for a month any no buying any magazine for May issue. ( you must be curious why May issue? Bcuz I just bought Cleo and Woman weekly Magazine for April issue last night ..LOL)

Ops… I need to go down and cook, since I’m not working I should be a good daughter in law and do some house work. Beside I love to cook.. huhuhuhuh

Look how time flies, few week i was calculating the day to go for holiday, so fast now i;’ve spent 5 days in langkawi n came back. I miss the beach, the beach in berjaya resort was breath taking. I really enjoy the trip, i’ve been there few times n each times I’ll stayed in the same resort. I really like the place, but unfortunrtely tis time i have a bit dissappointed with some of the staff working over there, their manners is very bad n service is lousy.  My friend asked for tea spoon n the staff pointing at the buffet table n assume my friend go n get himself, not helpful at all. What kind of service is that?? c’mon man Berjaya Resort is 5 stars how can they treat the guest like this??? they have a very poor manners toward  to the asian/local guest n very well manners toward to those ‘mat salleh aka angmore’ ohhh… really piss me off. Cmon man we paid the same amount as what they’r paying ok to stay in ur resort. But not all the staff is acted that way. Should have well-trained all the staffs, so they know how be pleasant and provide good service to all the guests.

This trip i was telling myself not to shop i.e. liquor, chocolate, pareo n etc etc.. I just wanted to enjoy the beach, lying down and reading some book n do some swimming. But end up shop like a mad. OMG…. all my money gone.. n the last day when i was in Langkawi airport i even bought some Christian Dior cosmestic there, but they r cheaper compare to KL. hehehehheh So tempted to buy perfume but i try so hard not too.

OMG i ate a lot over there n i geeting hungry very fast, now i have to work hard to go on diet, i think i even get darker cuz the sun over there is killing me, so damn hot… Drinking n eating, liquor, wine n chocolate….. my gosh.. how many kg i’ve gain? do not dare to weight myself… hahhahah.. Get Drunk is so much fun……..hahahhahha Luckily my hubby didnt capture any drunk picture of me. hahahha

When n where is my next holiday??? will let u all know in my next blog. N my next trip it will be oversea trip…hahahhahah shhh……

Cheers….

I have been addicted to read modern romance novel, publisher by Mills and Boon and do have found few new authors that i really like the way they write the story.  The good news for me is everymonth MPH, Popular and Times bookstore will have the new books arrive. muahahhaha… Each time i will buy 5-6 books in one time.  The price is not that expensive so is not so bad. I really enjoy the storyline and is so dulce y romántico.  Will recommend some of the books for you all.  hehehhe..   Some of the book i cannot get in the local bookstore so i have to buy online or place order fr one of the local bookstore and pay extra bcuz they actually have to order from oversea, and the good thing is one my friend even help me to buy from London. She is so dulce y agradable. I’ll try to record down how many books i currently own now. For sure is more than 100…. hehehehe (my hun is going to kill me)

Last week having a pre-CNY gathering dinner with my ex-colleague and one of them has been asking me, how come I didnt update my blog for quite some time?? Im busy busy.. dont even have time to check my email for the last couple of months when i started to join this company.  After the few months, can say that im starting adapted this new working environment and try to compromise with certain thing, n dont feel angry when working on saturday :p and even know how to deals with some of my ‘difficult’ colleague :p  Im quite happy to work here even though sometimes i dont really understand and get what my boss actually want me to do and some misunderstanding and miscommunication thingy….  However all this matters have to take time to get used to it.  But sometimes do feel lazy to work on Sat bcuz i prefer to wake up late n then go shopping. But to work on Sat can help me to shop less and can cut down all my unnecessary expenses. hahahhahha

Is Sat, some of you might be still enjoying ur sleeping, laying down on ur comfy bed n with air condition room, im so jealous.  Im so damn sleepy now but still have to work.  Haiz…Boring.. Sumore last night slept at 2am (bcuz of attended Interior Design Industry Excellence Award And Annual Dinner 2006 at Nikko Hotel, but good experience i guess eventhose boring !! n wake up at 7.30am, 5 hrs sleep where got enough man.. no wonder recently i’ve 1 or 2 pimples pop out..I hate it.  Ppl in my company all seem to be ok workin on Sat..how can they be so nice? N i dun understand what is the purpose work on sat? bcuz everyone not seem to doing their job (like me blogging now) n wasting our time n company $$$. n all the sales personnel is  sitting in the office without going outto see customer..Wat is the freaking point?? i dun get it. I dun mind if ulternate Sat but not freakin every Sat (tis is killing me). N sumore some of the s’gor state holiday also my boss have to cut it.. n we have to work on holiday (tis is unreasonable) i asked my colleague y u all dun fight for it?? the answer i get is ‘boss’s too nice, so no one wan to make noise’. Pls la. I think im the only one who have lot of complaining other seem to be ok with it. Can u believe our co’s panel doc is only 1 at the back of our office. (the clinic have no other branches) so which means if we get sick we have to drive all the way to DP to the freakin clinic, if we go other clinic we cannot claim. (OMG tis is crazy man) but all the staff here r dun mind (except me). How can??? Tis is our employee benefit we shld fight for it. But no one support me. HOW HOW? I just joined 1 mth ++ onlybut have lot of complaining. Usually bosses hate the ppl like me complaining too much n bosses like those who’re agree all the times with what they say. SO i shld have to zip my mouth isnt??? Huh…. Tis blog might have chances to view by my boss. (for some who r smart might know wat i means)!!

Friday, 10/11/06

My boss asked me to go to exhibition so that I can gain some experience and learn how to liaise with customer at the same times can learn more about our company product..(even those I’m not a sales personnel.

Damn exhausted last weekend… Went to JB last Friday for the Home Makers’06 Exhibition @ City Square, to support my company dealer in JB. Wake up at 4.30am, get ready and wait for Boon come and pick me up and reach boss’s hse at 6.am. I was so sleepy…. sleepy for 1 hr inside the car and reach JB at 10am.  My boss take us to a famous bak kut teh restaurant in JB (it’s really not nice at all n the tasteless.  Tis is d 1^st time I ate tis kind of clear soup ‘bak kut teh’ not my fav.  I was so tiring and sleepy n the respond on Friday is not very good so I ponteng n went to shopping J There have all kind of shoes very nice n cute, so tempted to buy all. Finally, I bought 3 pairs of shoes.

Went back to the ‘paria n scary’

New York

hotel, the 1^st really cannot sleep, so suffering.

Saturday, 11/11/06

Last night tossing n turning, wake up so many times at middle of the night, finally decided to wake up at 7.30am to get ready. Went down stair to have bfast in hotel café n the foods was ‘lousy’ alredi expect.

at 10.30am n my leg is so painful, numb and swollen. Ppls in Jb, is kinda of weird cant really get along with them n like one of our dealer the staff is unfriendly at all n all the customer are so hard to accept d new high-tech products. All speak mandarin, luckily my mandarin is quite good. But when I said ‘cha tou’ (adaptor in mandarin) the lady over heard ‘sat tou’ (chop of the head in mandarin) auntie must have some listening prob.  So hard to communicate!! JB really not safe all have to be extremely careful when u r there must sure u don’t hang out alone.  Some customers pretend to listen n show interest to what I said but at the end ask for my contact number. (wasting my time!!) My whole body, start aching, me n Boon was calculate the time to go home. We’r really really tired. One of our dealer insist to take us to dinner/supper to eat porridge n according to them is very famous in JB.  Well this time luckily didn’t disappoint me, the foods there was so yummy!! Eat till very super duper full!! Slept at 1am, but luckily I manage to sleep through the whole night.

Sunday, 12/11/06

Yay…today is last day of the exhibition, I cant wait to go home. I don’t think I can stay any longer in JB.  Today was so busy quite lost of customers. Don’t even have to time to go for lunch.  So crowded, ppls just keep coming non-stop, I explained to them until almost lost my voice.  Some of them duwan to buy but like to asked all kind of stupid question I almost lost patience with them… (vomit blood) Cannot wait for the whole thing finish….Yay.. Finally at 10pm all the exhibitors start packing up. So tired cannot wait to go back to the hotel n sleep. Sleep at 2am.

Monday, 13/11/06

Take cab to go back to

again, but tis time is for our own doing shopping while my boss is having a meeting. J Me , Boon n Geon, three of us doing our shopping.  I manage to buy a top fr RM59.90 bargain til RM40.00. All gals in JB really spend lot of time to makeup themselves and the clothing they’r wearing is quite ‘kua cheong’. Leaving JB at 3pm n so heavy rain I feeling so bad, fever, headache n feel like vomit. Suffering journey, but thank God to bless me have a safety journey and protect me all the time when I was in JB. Very tiring, n JB not my fav place I will go any soon but I do learn a lot in this time exhibition and also quite fun to hangout with Boon n Geon!! Reach my home sweet home at 8.30pm.

OMG….last sat the video shooting took about 5 hours to get done almost fainted… We start at 5pm n finish at 10.30pm… Have to make up for some of them so they can look good on the screen.. :p  Is quite fun n damn funny..laughing till stomachache Trust me i really cannot act, i dun have the talent for acting it took me so long to speak out my script, is just few sentence but when I start nervous n those words cant come out fr my mouth.  Next time I dont think i can do this anymore. But I really have a good time.  My role is "Dorothy" in the movie of "Jerry maguire" n who is Jerry?? Of cuz is my hun, who else….hehheheheeh What?? What’s all the shooting about? "Is all becuz of LOVE…. hehehe confuse? Is becuz a ‘guy’ wan to give his wife to be a surprise on their wedding day…. So he asked we all to do him a favour by making a short movie.. We have 6 couples have to act out few famous movie… like TItanic - jake n rose, Superman-clark kent n louise lane, Jerry maguire - dorothy n jerry, Kungfu hustle - Sing n the mute gal n the last one is The Phantom of the Opera - The Phantom n Christine. :p Is a low budget movie but trust me it is definately a comedian sure LOL..hahahhhaha

OKOK..now come back to my new job….Erm….today is my 2nd days of work n so far everyone there is very nice, funny n helpful n i do like the environment there…Work? Erm… didnt really start doing anything yet just browse through some files n do some study of the company products n went out to meet with some clients n at least get to learn something n know more about the product. Thanks God for blessed me with this job…doesnt matter whether this is the job for me or not but I know God put me in this company have His reason. I’ve to have faith. Got so bad headache after come back fr few client office is bcuz didnt drink enough water n the weather is terrible. So i didnt go with my hun to badminton tonight. Feel like going to 1U tmr….wanted to get ‘legging’, is anyone know where to get cheap legging? I found one in Forever 21 is cost RM79 n my fren told me shld get in Zara is only RM39.90. Is it cheap or expensive? How much is legging cost? But i think RM39.90 is ok rite?

Haih….my 1 week holiday alomost come to the end, so sad….I think if i have 1 month shld be nicer. :p I have to get myself ready for next monday for the new job. Have to work in new enviroment, meet with new people, almost everything new. Worry, nervous n excited….. I spend 2 days to go shopping, karaoke n shopping n the rest of the days stay at home n clean up my apartment.

Its quite fun, on Wednesday I go shopping with my frenz n we went to isetan for the pre-sale, its so crzy, n we cant even breath….i wanted to go n look for dinner n working shoe, but end up cant even get one cuz is too crowded n have to wait for 30 to 40 mins to que up n make payment. I give up…….totally give up… I managed to get Mickey Ts for 50% discount n few pairs of earring for 20% n 30% discount tat its.  n  got my book fr kinokuniya as well after that having dinner at nippon tei. After KLCC we went to Cat whisker at Damansara perdana to hunt for a dress…..   Have been trying for almost all the dress in there except white color one but cant really have one i truly like. Actually i was looking for green color dress, found one but once i put on my fren said the design dun look nice on me. I really looking for green color dress, shoe n accesories. Dunno y, but recently i fall in love with "Green color". somehow i cant even find 1 item in green.

Thursday, wake-up at 9.30am n get myself ready b4 10.30am n my fren pick me up then we head to 1Utama, Newway Karaoke fr 11am til 2pm after that we wanted to catch a movie "the devil wears Prada" but infortunately when we reach GSC the movie alredi started 10 minute ago n the que is so damn long, we give up as well. How come weekday also so many ppls watching movie? dun u guys have to work or study?? Or u guys just like me waiting to start a new job??? Watever……… Then we run to TGV …haih even worse not becuz of the long que but is bcuz the movie alredi started 1/2 an hour ago. Then we just decided to walk around sit down n have Baskin Robbin ice-cream , oh so full….I think tis week i have been put on weight.. Oh no ……… Then manage to get a pair of dinner shoe n also a accesories in Forever 21.

Friday not feeling so well…so have to rest at home for whole day. Sat, which is today….. Morning not goin anyway, My hun had PA training in church n later might follow him to his shop in shah alam, evening have to go to apartment for shooting….. YES is video shooting..I didnt typed wrongly.. shhhh…but is a secret shh…….So cant review any of the info yet…

To be continue……………………..

Today is my last day in TBR company. Worked here more than a year, at the end i choose to leave bcuz i really dont like tis industry and it’s really dry, i will be bored to death if i still continue to work here, eventhough i did try my best to like my job but at the end it didnt work.

But i have got to know a bunch of really good colleagues & friends n i’ll really going to miss u all. They r all very kind, friendly, funny, helpful n crazy ppls…We do really enjoy each other company.  Dont worry n dont be sad ya, we still can hangout all the time. Eventhough i know that without me in the office, u all will sure be bored…cuz im ur entertainer most of the time. muaahahhahah…….

I’ve 1 week off before start my new job, kind of nervous, worry n excited with the new job. I think is usuall rite to feel that way….Erm…better dun think too much n stay relax n enjoy with my 1 week holiday…… Yay……………..

Yay…….. I finally got Lori Foster new book Murphy’s Law…I’ve been waiting for her book quite sometimes. Ms. Foster has done it again!This is a wonderfully sexy read that long time fans and new fans alike will love. I got this book in Kinokuniya KLCC, the book over there is cheaper and there have lot of new books n it out very soon than any other book store in KL. I bought few books on that day when i went shopping in KLCC with hun… :p I found a few books that I really wan to buy for long time n cannot get in any other bookstore in KL, n i totally forget bout this big bookstore Kinokuniya…..how can??? hehhehe well…. the shop really surprise me they do really carry a lot of romance novels n the important thing is the price is lower than other bookstore. I think they r big so that they can carry in the book by themself without going through the supplier. That y the price is cheaper. Yay……

"OMG! Murphy’s Law was fantastic. I really enjoyed it. I loved Ashley’s spunk and independance. She was a very admirable heroine (and she cracked me up)! Quninton was great. I love the way he reacted to her, and he was just so darn sexy. Lori writes such terrific love scenes. They are filled with so much passion and steam!" Murphy’s Law is a romance readers dream book. You have two likable and lovable characters that you want them to succeed in every aspect of their life. Their love scenes are so full of love and desire it makes you sigh. Murphy’s Law also teaches about family, how important it is and its not necessarily the ones you are related to that make it a family. But it can be those you are the closest to that make up your true family. Lori Foster has written another keeper.

I’m waiting for Lori’s new book, DO YOU HEAR WHAT I HEAR in anthology A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS coming in October,2006. 

Book Description

ANYTHING THAT CAN GO WRONG . . .
Nothing is going to go wrong. Ashley Miles has worked too for her independence to let some Bentley-driving hunk named Quinton Murphy interfere with her plans—or her freedom. Yes, the chemistry is phenomenal. Kind of scary, actually. But that’s it. NO emotional commitments.

. . . WILL
But he’s SO wonderful—a woman could fall in lov . . . How did that happen? That wasn’t part of the plan! But can she trust him? Really trust him? The man is just so mysterious. There’s only one solution: put it all on the line and see what Quinton does when she tells him how she feels.
And hope everything that can go wrong . . . won’t . . .

MURPHY’S LAW is #11 on the NEW YORK TIMES LIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!